It's a Zack Life

There's probably no one that reads my blog since I NEVER update but I find that it serves its purpose as my "online journal" for me to write my thoughts and feelings down before I forget. Yes, I don't always update but that's cause I don't have the time or I don't think what I have to write is of very much importance. It's a guy thing I guess, to keep things in.

But, there is something nagging at me I HAVE to write out. And the ironic part is that it's about school. Yes, that boring hell-hole I've spent a million years at as a "prisoner". But honestly, I have this sad, weird, lonely feeling-

I'm gonna really miss school once I leave Form 5.

I was having some conversations with some friends that day after Graduation. It was pretty emo. We were all talking bout how we wont see each other and what not. I guess, the part I'll miss the most is my friends. I mean, its hard enough to get a bunch of 5 people to go out on a saturday for a movie, imagine getting everyone back for a day out? And, we'll all be having different schedules since we don't have our similar timetables of school any more, so lagi worse kan?

The hardest part is that, we now take for granted that we get to see EVERYONE EVERYDAY. But when there's no school, when do we see everyone? Things are gonna be so different once we hit the college life. It's not that I'm worried I'll have no friends in college, I just feel upset I have to leave some of them I've grown so close to over the years. Friends who are basically like family. One BIG BIG family.

I guess I owe everyone a BIG BIG thankYOU for playing a part in my bitter-sweet school life. Each and everyone of my friends have left footprints in my life and if I had not met even ONE of my friends, I might not be the same person. No matter how big, small, deep or shallow the footprint, each and everyone of my friends have left a mark and I truly cherish each one of you guys, you know who you are.

Come to think of it, we've had a lot of fun in school. To the GANG, people like Timo, KJ, Sarah, Ro, Vic, Sam, Peter, Laks, Yinn Yii, Wan Qien, Jason, Josh, etc etc, thank you for being one of my closest closest friends, like one big happy family, for the support when i needed it, for the crazy things we do (e.g. lying down on the floor for a photo) for the racist remarks ( We're actually one of the more racially equal groups in our CINA-fied form and school but that's also cause we're mostly Bananas :P BANANAS UNITE!) , for all the day outs swimming, cycling, shopping and what not, and for just being you guys. Its really been one hell of a ride and we've all had our ups and downs but we pulled through pretty well I must say. I will miss you guys, especially the going-away-to-another-country ones or the going-out-of-state ones. We must MUST hang out before New Year.

To 5B, yes, we're a lil cliquey and we have our own groups and what not, but we still were cool. We had the best class page, we were the only class to perform on Graduation, which by the way, good job to Jason, Aaron, Yi Han and to Timo, you guys were freaking awesome (: We were also the first class to play rugby, remember Wei Xin? and also the first to turn a class into a gambling den, Darryl. We were the class with one of the worst teachers and we had so much fun poking fun at them ( impersonation of Cik Fatima's "Yesssss", etc) It's such a sad ending. After 2 years it felt like we were family already and then now it all comes to an end. My only regret is that we couldn't spend more time together. 5B, I must say I couldn't have asked for a better class.

And to YOU. yes, you whoever you may be, anyone who i might have missed out, friends who I may not see again, thank you (: We tend to take for granted what we have and suddenly when we don't have it any more, it hits us that we should have appreciated it while we still could. I don't want that to happen to me. I've got approximately 2 months till SPM is over. I will WILL appreciate you guys (: I truly am sorry if I ever ever took anyone of you for granted. I don't mean to (:

Writing this, I feel so happy to realize what awesome friends I really have and how thankful to God I have so many friends that are truly AWESOMEPOSSUM. It's a tough wish, but I truly hope that none of us will lose touch, that we will still always be friends. I still remember my looong lost friends who we promised to each other "we'll always be friends" but don't talk to anymore or don't even meet any more. And this was only 5 years ago. But I really hope that this will not happen to us. We spent the best years of our teenage life together, growing up like I said, as Big family. I really hope that the relationships we built throughout the years will last selama-lamanya.

From the depth of my heart, I truly love all of you, and I'll miss everyone and all the fun we had in high school. Now all we need to do is get over with SPM (: we can do it guys! and then, we have our whole lives ahead of us!